Update

Ok, I was finally able to long back into this old blog which I made 3 years ago.

Currently, I`m still unable to feel comfortable with my speech impediment.
Although, I took a step forward in facing this challenge.
I decided to join a self help group.

I recently found one, in Nagoya prefecture, after looking for a stuttering group online in our area.I was really shocked that people on Japan also stuttered, as stupid as that may sound, I really felt alienated for years.

I know Im ranting on about the fears that stuttering affects and involves but I`m hoping in the first meeting I go to, the 27th of this month, I can express, introduce myself in anyway I can, and to be open about what ever I feel I want to say to the former members.

I wonder if there would be older people, or younger? Either way, I`ll be nervous as hell, hence I`ll be talking in Japanese.
But I have to keep in mind that I`ll be in an environment where it`s ok to stutter.

I just dont want to feel alone anymore, but hell, I just have to keep moving forward.
Just stutter. Just be myself!